what ever

well here we are again. lets see the 2 folks who promised at my late husbands death bed to never leave me i guess forgot that i miss him on his birthday ( should i say the night he passed away they took me back to the place we shared so they could go to their hotel)(not to mention the fact the bitches left the day i had to go to the funeral home and make the final arraignments!) eh kinda knew it would happen they say they want me to share his ashes with them (are they frickin kidding me seriously?) aint no way in hell they gonna get their paws on one single ounce of him!  before i put him on life support (so they could drive 3 days to say goodbye) i asked him what he wanted and with his last breath he said, home to a local hospital here. i explained to him he wouldnt survive the trip (we were 6 hours away from our home working) and he shook his head and said home again. here it is 3 years later and he now sits on a shelf in my living room that i share with my boyfriend of 3 years, you do the math and save your comments i dont want to hear them,