what ever

well here we are again. lets see the 2 folks who promised at my late husbands death bed to never leave me i guess forgot that i miss him on his birthday ( should i say the night he passed away they took me back to the place we shared so they could go to their hotel)(not to mention the fact the bitches left the day i had to go to the funeral home and make the final arraignments!) eh kinda knew it would happen they say they want me to share his ashes with them (are they frickin kidding me seriously?) aint no way in hell they gonna get their paws on one single ounce of him!  before i put him on life support (so they could drive 3 days to say goodbye) i asked him what he wanted and with his last breath he said, home to a local hospital here. i explained to him he wouldnt survive the trip (we were 6 hours away from our home working) and he shook his head and said home again. here it is 3 years later and he now sits on a shelf in my living room that i share with my boyfriend of 3 years, you do the math and save your comments i dont want to hear them,

just my thoughts

Yanno it's funny the bull shit that folks want to pass as the truth. For instance some people around me have decided to do something for a good reason, but when it comes down to the nut cutting only one person thinks they can get all the credit for it. But thats ok the reason is still good even though the person behind it is not doing it right. Wonder how many folks are going to wake up today read the paper and think to them selves "Hey I helped come up with the idea" but so and so took it and ran with it. If they had just left well enough alone we all could have done a good thing for the community and all feel better but now I'm sitting here with hurt feelings and some anger about it. Not saying I want any thing from it just some recognition at least a pat on the back. Opened my newspaper today and saw the proof, not only did he say it was his idea alone never mentioned the other folks whom he called the help crew. in fact he never mentioned that when we started going to the city council about it he wanted to back down and do it illegally. Now thats its the day of  hes sitting back and saying yes it was my idea and yes I'm the one who planned it and put it together, thats ok Mr. Big Shot if it helps you to sleep tonight you wrap yourself in your cloak of lies